Archive for November, 2009

168th paper crane

Monday, November 30th, 2009

Place: home sweet home

Paper: chocolate paper craft

Story: paper craft with gift. Mas Umar said "use it to make a phone call if you get lost". Edes said "you must use it all day long". Syafiq said "you'll be boring in the winter".

I've been blessed with good friends. Thank you ^^

Invictus — unconquered

Monday, November 30th, 2009

I was googling around new movies to watch on christmas holiday when i found about Invictus.  Directed by Clint Eastwood (yes, the man behind success of Mystic River, Million dollar baby, and Gran Torino), this film starring Morgan Freeman and Matt Damon tells a story of Mandela life after the fall of apartheid in South Africa.  During his first term as a president, he hosts Rugby world cup and seek this opportunity to unite his countrymen.  

invictus (2009)

So, where does the title “invictus” come from? its actually based on fact that Nelson Mandela has the poem “Invictus” written on a scrap of paper at his prison cell, before his presidential election. Invictus is a short poem written by William Ernest Henley, as follow:

OUT of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

The interesting thing is, William Ernest Henley itself a man that never give up despite his disability. He had tubercolusis on 12 years old, and has his foot amputated.. Yet, he still lives with full of spirit. He is still the captain of his soul..   This poem will be one of the thing that reminds me not to give up and live to the fullest.. Be the master of my fate.. be the captain of my soul…

Posted in Arts, movies Tagged: invictus, poem

The fall of Dubai

Monday, November 30th, 2009

27 Nov 2009, Reuters

DUBAI (Reuters) – The “Dubai vision,” which has suffered a crushing blow from the freewheeling Gulf emirate’s sudden debt crisis, is the creation of one man who failed to apply the rules of open governance.

The city state’s rapid growth revolved around the ruler Sheikh Mohammed bin Rashid al-Maktoum, who outlined his ideas in a book, “My Vision,” where he suggested other Arab countries could replicate Dubai’s success. Now the model — always controversial among Gulf Arabs since it involved building shining cities in the desert at breakneck speed through the import of foreign residents, finance and labor — is on the ropes.

Questions will surface over what went wrong.

This week Dubai said it wanted to delay payment on billions of dollars of its total $80 billion debt, sending global markets plummeting as investors feared defaults could hit the global economy just as it was recovering from the financial crisis.

“Where next for the ruling family in Dubai?” said British historian Christopher Davidson. “The massive loss of legitimacy that the ruler is now facing, the massive loss of legitimacy that his son and crown prince face after lying to the World Economic Forum last week — where do these guys go from here?”

Sheikh Mohammed, whose face and words grace posters all over town, told the forum this month that the worst had passed for Dubai which was well-placed to pursue its development plans.

The news that investment vehicle Dubai World could not pay a $3.5 billion bond was released just before the Muslim Eid al-Adha holiday and UAE national day on December 2. Local media have almost entirely avoided comment on the debacle.

“Dubai could not be more transparent and open about the challenges it is facing due to the global economic downturn as it has been,” the English-language Gulf News said. The Arabic daily al-Khaleej praised the UAE’s investment climate.

There is uncertainty about what assets are owned personally by the ruling family, directly by the government or simply sponsored either by the ruler or the government.

So, the question next is, what will dubai do? Will it rectify mistakes quickly? 

It has 90US$ Bn debt, in which US$ 20 Bn will due next year..  If they decide not to honor debt, the consequences paid  might be bigger than that.. Dubai will lose its credibility and will be much more difficult in attracting foreign investment.. The country will suffer.. 

Their future will depends a lot on  how this country handle its debt negotiations over the next months.  Given its limited natural resources compare to  much stronger neighbour such as Abu Dhabi, Dubai government certainly can not just simply neglect international investor interest or prioritize its local lenders.

It will be interesting to see how the government act and hopefully, their action is for better than for worst..

Posted in World's news

NCL-MCR-NCL

Monday, November 30th, 2009
ini pertemuan rutin alumni-alumni itb yang berada di UK untuk bersilaturahmi membahas beberapa permasalahan-permasalahan yang hangat dan ringan.. :)

Baru sampai kembali di Lovaine Flats, dengan berikhtiar minum paracetamol produksi Boots dan dua tablet tolak angin kiriman dari sang pacar, saya mencoba menulis.

Dua hari ini hari yang sangat berharga dalam melepaskan kepenatan di NCL. Kesibukan kerja, kuliah, tugas, dan kehidupan di NCL yang ternyata dirasain juga sama Adtun, hilangggg.... like in a home. Kayak beneran mudik aja, ngecharge diri buat kembali ke NCL. Nginep di tempat Adoet sama Avi, their home is smashing!

Yang paling menarik di Manchester ini banyak orang-orang luar biasa, pengajar di universitas, seniman dan budayawan yang keliling eropa, profesional-profesional yang bekerja di sini, semuanya berkumpul bersama, bersilaturahmi. bercerita hangat mengenai kejadian-kejadian lucu yang intinya ringan tapi sangat serius, seperti pembahasan paspor hasil perpanjangan di KBRI UK. hal-hal seperti itu yang diangkat..

so, the journey of our life still..... wish me luck please :)

165th, 166th, 167th paper cranes

Sunday, November 29th, 2009

Place: home sweet home

Paper: blue paper craft

Story: paper cranes with doll for my warm feet. Thank you teh Ade ^^

ngobrolin (Pak) Budi Yuwono

Saturday, November 28th, 2009

Sabtu yang indah ini, ketika banyak orang jalan-jalan di Marienplatz, saya, pemuda tanggung gak ada kerjaan, malah menghabiskan waktu mencari referensi-referensi untuk menulis term paper terkait Cluster Computing. Term paper hanya paper biasa untuk tugas kuliah saja kok, bukan untuk dipublish di sebuah konferensi besar. Dan selama ber-googling-ria, informasi yang saya dapat adalah googlebotweb crawler milik Google, pun menggunakan prinsip Parallel Computing. Paralel Computing adalah superset, sedangkan Distributed Computing, Cluster Computing, dan Grid Computing adalah subset. Mari difokuskan pencarian topik di belantara internet dengan keyword parallel web crawler dan akhirnya menemukan sebuah paper menarik oleh Junghoo Cho, berjudul Parallel Crawlers di posisi paling atas halaman pencarian Google.

Seperti biasa, paper yang bagus biasanya merujuk ke referensi paper-paper bagus pula. Dan ternyata Junghoo Cho pernah berkolaborasi dengan Lawrence ‘Larry’ Page dalam penulisan paper berjudul Efficient crawling through URL ordering, untuk Proceeding WWW Conference 2002. Siapa yang tidak tahu Larry Page, angkat tangan? Googling sekarang juga!

Meluncur ke referensi paper kedua, Gan! Kembali saya melihat-lihat referensi paper yang dirujuk dan ada satu referensi yang membuat mata saya penasaran, yaitu

Budi Yuwono, Savio L. Lam, Jerry H. Ying, and Dik L. Lee. A world wide web resource
discovery system. In Proceedings of the Fourth International World-Wide Web
Conference, Darmstadt, Germany, April 1995.

Yup. Budi Yuwono. Mengapa membuat saya penasaran? Karena ini seperti nama Indonesia dan Larry Page, sang cofounder Google, merujuk salah satu paper beliau yang ditulis di tahun 1995. (Catatan: Prototype Google, Backrub, dimulai di tahun 1996 dan Google beroperasi di tahun 1998).

Pencarian hanya sampai sini saja. Saya tidak bisa menemukan informasi Budi Yuwono yang saya cari. Dan perut ini sudah lapar, kulkas mesti distok lagi isinya. (Sempat salah juga dengan salah satu dosen UI dengan nama yang sama setelah melihat riwayat pendidikannya yang berbeda).

Akhir kata, saya tidak mengenal beliau, tapi saya doakan beliau sukses!


162nd, 163rd, 164th paper cranes

Saturday, November 28th, 2009
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Place: my desk

Paper: purple paper craft

Story: On Tuesday, my friend told me that I got a packet which I never expect. Today, I open the packet and there was unaffordable-stuff inside the box. I really didn’t know the sender. I try to contact the phone number and the address, to confirm, but end up with nothing.

Dear [Nona Muji] I just want to say thank you for giving me this present. Receive this present is hard and happy on the same time, but I’m very thankful. I feel sorry that I can’t say thank you directly. I hope you always get the best things in your life.

Silaturahmi

Saturday, November 28th, 2009
Wah, jadi juga nie gw lebaranan. hahaha. Habisnya rasanya aneh beut yak. Orang hari ini idul adha, dan gw harus kuliah saja gitu dari jam 11-3. Jam 9 terpaksa bolos, gak keburu soalnya...

Malem tadi janji ke rumah beberapa warga yang dituakan di sini, mau sosialisasi anggaran rumah tangga yang udah dibentuk dan dirancang sedemikian rupa oleh komisi Ad Hoc. well done!! :D

Nah, dari sini mulai deh lebarannya, makan lontong, rendang, gulai ayam, makan mie ayam, baso.. wuuaaaa.... alhamdulillah. Terima kasih banyak Pak, Bu.. saya jadi kayak di rumah. :)

jadi malam ini, lamb skew dan chicken wings ditaruh di kulkas dulu saja buat sarapan besok. Ohya, besok mau ke Manchester.. dan kembali lagi hari Minggu.

Obstacle in Coordination

Saturday, November 28th, 2009
dari judulnya saja mungkin tahu maksudnya, kalau belum tahu ya sudah, belum cerita ini gw nya. hahaha...

Yup, 'Houston, we got a problem'; ada satu tantangan kecil di dalam organisasi ini. Saat ada seseorang yang tidak mau sejalan dengan kita. Malah membalas dengan kata-kata yang ofensif dan kurang bersahabat. Bagi saya itu non-sense. Tanpa didukung bukti-bukti yang kuat dan mengingkari keputusan yang sudah ditetapkan bersama, tanpa hadirnya dia..

ini jadi pelajaran bagus dan berguna buat masa depan, entah di kehidupan kerja, maupun di dalam bermasyarakat.. :) wish me luck, please..

bener-bener rasanya, pengen mites. hahahaha...

sabar Ri, sabar....... Insya Allah.... :D

Just Be Yourself!!!

Saturday, November 28th, 2009
Gw masih harus banyak belajar, dan pengen terus belajar....

Hari ini gw jalan bareng sama teman (saya menganggapnya seorang sahabat), rekan kerja di PPI, rekan seperjuangan di Newcastle, and gw kagum sama dia. How he can manage a networking and friendship, loyalities, and communication skill. Gw acungin jempol.

Sebagai seorang teman, dia bisa mengerti gimana perasaan gw saat ini. Mulai dari menghadapi persoalan hidup, kuliah, organisasi dan kerja.. Yup, gw butuh seorang untuk bersdiskusi dan berbincang.

Saat ini gw lagi goyah, terus terang, sempat terombang-ambing dengan prinsip yang udah gw pegang dari dulu. Because of what? gw pengen dilihat orang jadi gw yang lebih cool dan lebih asyik.. that's it!!! gw harus lebih flexible, that was i am thinking. tapi rupanya itu salah besar saja, dan bener banget katanya dia ini. Gw bakal capek dan capek, dan gw akhirnya capek sendiri.. hahaha.. but, that's how you life right? you learn from what did you do, and then you can evaluate it, whether it is good or not? hehehe

ada momentum gw kaget setengah mati 3 hari kemarin. Bener-bener gw goyah dengan prinsip gw. Saat itu gw gak bisa marah, it was their choice. I just dissapointed. Kecewa berat. saat itu gw merasa perlu seseorang untuk berdiskusi, Alhamdulillah ada Dira yang selalu dalam posisi 'Siaga Satu' dalam hal online.. hehehe..

Gw gak bisa berbuat apa2, gw hanya bisa berdoa, dan berusaha menghargai prinsip-prinsip orang lain.. :)

gw masih inget kata temen gw ini, "Gw punya prinsip, lu punya prinsip, gw hargai prinsip lu, selama lu gak ganggu gw".

Gw akan berusaha untuk belajar lebih menghargai prinsip orang lain... :)

Idul Adha 1430 H @ Newcastle

Saturday, November 28th, 2009
Alhamdulillah... Idul Adha 1430 H.

Saat sendirian di Newcastle, mencoba untuk menjalankan seluruh perintah-Nya. Ya Allah, Yang Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang, terimalah kurbanku ini, berikan ridha-Mu atas kurban ini. Berikanlah seluruh keluargaku ridha-Mu untuk beribadah di jalan-Mu, Dira dan keluarganya, seluruh sahabat di Indonesia dan di Newcastle, Amiieeennn...

Terlintas doa ini di dalam benak pikiranku, begitu melihat foto sapi yang dikirim dari Dira. yup, ini adalah kurban pertama yang aku lakukan. Semoga ini menjadi momentum yang baik untuk terus beribadah dan ingat selalu kepada Allah SWT.. amien..

Terima kasih buat pacar, hehehe, yang sudah memberikan kesempatan untuk berkurban bersama keluarganya. It is very meaningful for me... :)

Saat ini Mama sedang berada di Mina untuk lempar jumrah. Mama berangkat bersama Pakde Sakun dan Bude Ciplis. Semoga semuanya diberi kelancaran dan diberikan haji mabrur oleh Allah SWT. Amiieeennn...

mau liat sapi PDI-P? hehehe. Itu katanya si pacar lho.. :D

161st paper crane

Friday, November 27th, 2009

Place: my room

Paper: purple paper craft

Story: paper crane with electric mat for avoid mosquito. I got lots of sleep but still it feel tired.

159th, 160th, paper cranes

Thursday, November 26th, 2009
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Place: grandma's house

Paper: green paper craft

Story: paper cranes with green pals ^^

Today I got my second minor operation. Say goodbye to my graham. Totally I've been lost 4 graham. Fuih.... This time, less pain, less bleed, not swollen, definitely better, alhamdulillah. Happy holiday *(^,^)*

Ps: failed to upload the picture from mobile phone. I'll replace this picture with paper cranes picture asap. (done)

157th, 158th paper cranes

Wednesday, November 25th, 2009

Place: home sweet home

Paper: yellow paper craft

Story: paper cranes with tweety ^^

Percakapan dengan maling HP

Wednesday, November 25th, 2009
Pagi itu wajah temen gw tampak gelisah. Sambil mengerutkan dahi, ia sempat bertanya pada diri sendiri, “Duh hp dimana ya?” “Kenapa nek?” (panggilan ‘nek’ di sini untuk menyamarkan identitas oknum yang ketinggalan hp :p) “Kayanya hp gw ketinggalan di kosan..” “Oya?”, balas gw cepat. “Sini deh, gw telponin” Tanpa tunggu respon temen gw, gw refleks langsung neken nomor di hp. [...]